Oh gosh I don’t even know where to begin in writing this post. It has been so long, far too long since I have updated here and goodness knows if there is anyone still checking in!
Can I say that I have 2 excuses? (I hate making excuses although I suspect I do it all the time) Oh well, I know there is no justification needed but 6 weeks of broken internet left me without the resources to continue telling this story here and the internet-less break and subsequent 7-and-a-bit weeks of radiotherapy just made it all the more difficult to re-focus and re-start writing. The longer the break went on the harder it became to get back to it.
I have been writing snippets of the last 3 months down on paper and so much more of it is in my thoughts and waking dreams. This week I had wanted to get bang up to date in recounting the last few weeks so that I could begin afresh in 2011 but for one reason or another it has not happened, however I have promised to not give myself a hard time over it and do mean to fill in the gaps soon.
In the meantime I just wanted to say that I am well if more than a little exhausted and am generally moving a lot slower than is usual for me. I am resting and reading, pottering and lounging, crying in frustration at how little my body will allow me to do at the moment and wishing to regain my strength so that I can get on with all the things I want to do!
I will be back here in the new year, but in the meantime I wish you and yours a happy, healthy and joyful New Year and 2011. We shall be celebrating quietly at home with our bunnies if I can make it past my current bedtime of 8.30(ish). Cheers to a wonderful 2011 for all of us!